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SurrenderingSomething swirled all around me. It was cold and dark, but all I could see was blinding trails of colour. Chaotic sounds blasted into my eardrums, sending pounding vibrations down my throat into the pit of my stomach. Instead of being sickened, the vibrations comforted me in some strange way. I heard a voice, or was it a thought of my own? Surrender…let go. I felt myself moving, slowly at first, but then rapidly. I was aware of being violently tossed around. Trails of light passed by me as I was propelled faster and faster into an abyss. Something clicked in the back of my mind. I should have been scared. I knew I was going to die. Instead of Surrendering
in Horror on 9/18/04
A million phosphorous eyes..Over a curtain of infinite blackness,  a million phosphorous eyes of God looked upon me.  Illuminating with a feverous yet calm wisdom,  (and I knew)  their gaze held the secrets of existence,  and I cried into divinity -  "Tell me who I am..."   
The night came alive with emotion and the stars fell;  the tears of God weeping with the answer...  They slowed as they reached the earth,  (like falling autumn leaves...)  and lofted away, dimming in the distance;  slowly dying fireflies,  for whom I also wept...   
I tasted God's tears in the wind and breathed in his s A million phosphorous eyes..
in Dark on 2/4/04
To die in dreams...Bad dreams  cold sweat flows  as he shivers the night winds blow...  Pained thoughts,  mocking memories  like starved carrion birds pecking at his skull  feasting on his fear,  gorging on his regret...   
Dilated pupils  walking in the dark  blind to everything but his past.  Artificial peace -  
white pills -  little blocks of ice that numb his senses  that cool his fever  and may bring him his freedom.   
Closed eyes  drifting off  a peaceful fall into nothingness black.  A long plummet  far down  and this time he again prays t To die in dreams...
in Experimental on 1/19/04
See what's in front of you.Shards of broken mirror lay on the floor -  reflections of the conflicting parts of himself,  blood seeping from his hands  and cowering, focusing on the pain within.   
Look into the glass and what do I see,  a broken man with a bottle in one hand,  with eyes full of hatred  and a callused heart still faintly beating.   
His head bowed down in his hands,  trying to still, to calm the chaos inside,  yearning for the spark, some hope,  some answers to questions asked long ago.   
He already knew the answers...  he just couldn't accept their simplicity,  that t See what's in front of you.
in Emotional on 1/12/04
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LetsLet's burn the bodies of the young,  And beautiful.  Collect them all into a pile,  
To drown in acid tears,  And bitter hatred of the self.  Let's bury them by the sidewalks,  Where we face our daily battles,  To the war their beauty is a weapon of,  And defence our insecurities bide us.   
Let's smash and break the armor,  Of the cars and vehicles which congest our air;  Of the perfect specimen of science,  To which our drunken ignorance blindly drives along.  Let's throw matches in the petrol tank,  And watch the lack of free will go up in flames;  Destroy fund Lets
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Journal Entry: Mon Jan 19, 2004, 10:54 PM
I find that I can see a light at the end down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole.
Defeated I Concede and move closer. I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness. How pitiful.
It's calling me.
It's calling me.
It's calling me.
It's calling me.

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping.
The moon tells me a secret. My confidant.
As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own
A million light reflections pass over me
It's source is bright and endless.
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her we are lifeless satellites dreaming dreams.
And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt
Don't want to be down here feeding my narcissism
I must crucify the ego before it's far too late
I pray the light lifts me out before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.

So crucify the ego before it's far too late
To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical
And you will come to find that we are all one mind
capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable...
Just let the light touch you and let the words spill through
Just let them pass right through, bringing out our hope and reason.

before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away...
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~AmzarahGunn:iconAmzarahGunn: Nov 15, 2004, 10:51:45 PM
hey, it's satansgirl on a new account; i remember you when you watched me ages ago ^^ just saying a quick hi to ya'll :heart: hope all is well.

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~ifiok:iconifiok: Feb 8, 2004, 3:41:42 PM
I'll keep an eye out for your gallery. Kep up the good work.

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~affirmation:iconaffirmation: Jan 21, 2004, 6:25:13 PM
Thanks for the comment on my page and fav on lets. its probably my fave poem.

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~hebrewgift:iconhebrewgift: Jan 19, 2004, 5:16:38 PM
hey Rey! thanks for your comments on Deaf Anguish! [link]

You're awsome!

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... for once, we feel as though we can love ourselves, and sometimes we grow to understand ourselves through that other person, but then we also want to make excuses for them when they aren't the right person or have flaws
*pencillicious:iconpencillicious: Jan 12, 2004, 10:37:30 PM
Hey there!

Thanks for reading my new poem. ^_^ Your comments made my evening. You've definitely got some talent yourself there...as a poet. *nod* I'll be keeping an eye on you...so off the ball...write boy, write! ^_^

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When one has dealings with scholars and artists it is easy to miscalculate in opposite directions: behind a remarkable artist one not infrequently finds a mediocre man, and behind a mediocre artist often a very remarkable man.
~Tire-me:iconTire-me: Jan 7, 2004, 11:24:17 PM
Thank you :)

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"If ignorance is bliss, then knock the smile off my face..." .
~musical-nymph:iconmusical-nymph: Jan 7, 2004, 2:28:35 PM
i love your poetry. it's quite amazing :aww:

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You were right about the stars: each one is a setting sun.
~SatansGirl:iconSatansGirl: Jan 1, 2004, 8:23:21 PM
Happy new year ^_^

:boogie:

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Day of judgment god is calling, on their knees, war pigs crawling, begging mercy for their sins, satan laughing spreads his wings.
~xxannaxx:iconxxannaxx: Dec 9, 2003, 11:18:45 AM
:love: :love: :love: :nod: :love: :love: :love:

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Melancholy is delicious even when it starts to spoil.
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~OpalDraggy:iconOpalDraggy: Dec 8, 2003, 12:03:57 AM
thanks for the comment :airborne: i like your poetry too. :)

i love how you use - but don't quite overuse rhyme.. i rarely have enough sense to do so.. either making it sound too childish or largely avoiding the pitfalls of rhyme. :thumbsup:
~champion-of-idiots:iconchampion-of-idiots: Dec 7, 2003, 7:22:58 AM
thanks for the comment on my poem: " Here, this is for you..."

'Twas greatly appreciated.

:lick:

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pity this busy monster, manunkind, not.
~freerangepenguin:iconfreerangepenguin: Dec 6, 2003, 5:05:58 PM
thanks for the comment! :)

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:rose: ~1000PaperWishes

Mango penguin flamingos tripping over ten-inch heels and ties...
~soopahvi:iconsoopahvi: Dec 6, 2003, 1:52:45 PM
wow, hello, good taste in music and movies dear chap O:

welcome to DA and i'm gonna devwatch you.

AND I GET TO BE NUMBER ONE.

and fucking... yeah, you're gonna get like 4 comments all from me BROOHAHA -__-''

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~youresocool:iconyouresocool: Dec 6, 2003, 12:22:05 PM
nice gallery, i enjoyed reading
~jadedpheonix:iconjadedpheonix: Dec 6, 2003, 9:56:12 AM
Oh, I forgot to mention, you have AWESOME taste in movies! :thumbsup:

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"Wear that mask until you love it ... and then die in it." - I guess I found my Iron Mask
~jadedpheonix:iconjadedpheonix: Dec 6, 2003, 9:48:11 AM
First of all, it might be a little late, but as no one else has done it yet... Welcome to DeviantArt! Secondly, thanks so much for your comment on Frankenstein. The poem meant a lot to me and I'm thrilled with how well people liked it. Your first 5 poems were a pleasure to read, and I'm looking forward to more from you.

Thanks again,
-Pheo

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"Wear that mask until you love it ... and then die in it." - I guess I found my Iron Mask
~xxannaxx:iconxxannaxx: Dec 5, 2003, 11:00:48 AM
thank you, loved one :love:
thank you :pray:

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Melancholy is delicious even when it starts to spoil.
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~apoc303:iconapoc303: Dec 4, 2003, 12:27:41 PM
thanks or the comment! ^_^
~SatansGirl:iconSatansGirl: Nov 26, 2003, 2:08:04 AM
hey :) i like your poetry alot, and thanks for leaving the comment onmy newest poem, i dearly appreciate it ^.^ i see you are from Australia as well, yay! :D

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Day of judgment god is calling, on their knees, war pigs crawling, begging mercy for their sins, satan laughing spreads his wings.
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